Who I am Manifesting in my Life

A message I sent to one of my clients in answer to one of his questions.
Good Morning. In regards to Names: Like I said names are not important to me. It is our energies that are important as in the Universe that is our name.
No one can disappoint another in Reality since in Reality all are perfect. Disappointment is a manmade label that we can only experience in the third dimension.
It is not an expectation. It is a knowingness of my Twin Souls energy. I know he stands next to me. I have worked hard and I am still making daily inspections within to make sure that I am ready for him when he arrives. He is standing by me at this moment and every moment and we are both preparing to be in complete vibrational resonance and when we arrive at that frequency we will once again see each other. I do not know or is it important what face he wears at this time. I know that when I see him as we resonate in harmony with each other I will know he is the other part of my soul. 
Everything is in perfect timing and Twin Souls have such a complex and deep meaning it would take me months to explain to you how I got to this point of knowingness. I can only say, I expect nothing, I know all that is and my life is evolving into a place that my heart has yearned for many years and my soul is now ready to experience. I don’t want to know what is next because I love the surprise and miracles.
I have not experienced much playfulness on planet Earth as I chose to bring in different emotions and experiences in this lifetime. Many times I miss the playfulness that others give me as a gift. I am now learning to play so I will become better as the days progress.


The Cabin

The cabin was small, which was what she wanted. She was tired of cleaning, cooking, and taking care of others, and yet, who would she take care of now? Augtoro, Whisper’s guardian since the beginning of time, whispered, “Take care of you.”

She opened the hatch of her car and reached to pull out the first of her few belongings when a small grey squirrel scampered up to her feet, stopped, and looked her straight in the eye. “Well, hello,” Whisper said.



A man walked past her toward his car and to Whisper’s amazement, she wasn’t afraid. He could be a serial killer. What was happening to her? Had she left all fear in the driveway of her family home?

Why some can manifest and other’s can’t


Everyone seems to be seeking new ways of receiving Abundance, Love, Health, Happiness and Peace. We can’t receive something we don’t have if we continue to try and achieve it in the old ways. Old ways create the same old things.

By using these new tools you will change your world. It is simple. Just follow each item with an open mind and LEAP! If you try to rationalize it will not work. You will create what you already have.


Several people this past week have intimated, or even came right out and told me that God, Source, the Universe whatever name you resonate with, has let them down.

How can that even happen I wondered? Source is Divine Love, pure, in harmony with those who resonate with Her.  The only place in the Universe beings can be let down is here on planet earth. So how God can let you down?

We love to point fingers and blame someone else when we don’t get or have what we want. That is also something only experienced on earth.

If we want to change our lives and become abundant in all things we first have to stop pointing fingers and blaming others and also we have to begin taking responsibility for what we have created, which is everything and everyone in our lives. God has done nothing to you. Others have done nothing to you. You created what you and your ego or your soul chose to create. You are the author, the director, the producer and the publisher. No one has the power to do harm to you, unless you and your spirit decided it was an adventure you wanted to experience in order to evolve.

We came to earth to experience emotion, challenges and experiences. We checked every box on the list. We were like children at Christmas. We wanted it all.

We had it all when we lived in the Universe and we gave it up in order to come to earth. That is how badly we wanted to come. We wrote the story, we hired the actors, we chose the geographical arena and we direct it as it plays out. God didn’t demand it; he didn’t give you a set of rules. He allowed you to come and said “Have fun,” as you left your Heavenly home. He doesn’t judge, or condemn, or play favorites. He allows you to do what you want and what you want is shown in what you see in your world.

The farther we got into forgetfulness, the harder, the struggles and the less support we felt we received. We forgot who we really were and began to believe that what we needed had to come from “out there,” from others and God had to provide for us. The welfare program enhanced our belief in others had to provide for us. Even working we began to believe that in order to survive we had to have a job and earn a paycheck. Success became the most important item on the schedule. Toys came into play. The harder we worked the more we felt we needed in order to make us happy.  We were no longer standing our truth and wearing our Divine Robes. On a subconscious level we knew we were not walking the path we came here to walk. We were walking a path others had placed in front of us, and the more we walked the farther from our happiness and joy we wandered. We had so much noise (music, TV people’s voices, etc.) flowing in and out of us that we could no longer hear the messages from our guides, angels, higher self and even our best friend, God.

To many, God even became the enemy. He doesn’t love me, he deserted me, and he betrayed me. That can’t even happen! It is impossible for a pure loving entity to do any of those things because it would have to have an ego based belief system in order to desire to do harm to its children. Do we base our experiences with our earthly parents to God? Do we look at him/her through our personal filters and shape Source into what we see, not who he really is. She can only love. That is it. Period. No discussion. Love can only create Love. Nothing else. Period. Everything else comes from humans and their belief systems.

Humans thought forms always make The Great White Spirit, Source, and the Universe laugh. Humanity can be so ridiculous. When one of us tells her what we believe the contradictions that spew forth are really funny.  However, when it is something we believe, it becomes something very different. It becomes personal and feelings and filters enter the equation.  Besides, our hearts hurt so it must be real, right?

However, what if your past life was a dream you imagined and created in order to play in that experience? It worked didn’t it? We sometimes had fun, sometimes we grieved and sometimes, well, let’s face it most of the time we struggled.

What if there is now a new country, a new world, we could move to? What if that country had no negatives, disease, lack, abuse, war, control or manipulation? What if it was a whole new way of living? Love, harmony, abundance in all things, beauty, passion, unconditional love and much more was all that existed there. Many have prayed for the Millennium and yet when it arrived they didn’t even consider it. They still chose to play in the same old playground. Many continue to pray for what is already here. You have to make changes in order to see it. You have to close your eyes and just jump in order to be there. Doing the same, believing the same, perceiving the same will continue to create the same painful world. I chose to leap, I was tired and said “Enough” and I now live in a world many still pray for.

Sneak Peek: Chapter 1

Mountain Drive

Whisper wasn’t sure why she was leaving, she only knew there was something in the beautiful mountains of Colorado that was drawing her like a magnetic thread, pulling, whispering, beguiling her. As she turned onto the road her heart felt lighter and began to soar. With each passing mile, stones of anger, grief and frustration dropped off her shoulders.

Augtoro Teaches Whisper


“We have much to discuss today” said Augtoro. She was one of Whisper’s guides and protector. “Are you ready?” Whisper laughed. She was always ready. She couldn’t learn or process her challenges fast enough. Her goal was always to become her true being, whatever that meant. She wasn’t sure. She just wanted to be the best woman she could be. Many would say she had reached her goal, however, Whisper knew she hadn’t. There were still issues floating around inside her, old emotions and pains she didn’t even realize she held within. She had worked hard for years, but she soon learned that each issue held many layers. As you peeled one away and released it back into the Universe another one surfaced. It was a fun puzzle for Whisper. She loved the challenge and no longer pushed it down within.

Augtoro waited patiently for Whisper to complete her reflections. Whisper soon realized she was being rude and quickly apologized for keeping Augtoro waiting. Augtoro simply smiled.

“Whisper, we are very proud of you. You took that final leap in your marriage. We know you feel like you failed, but you didn’t. You did exactly what you needed to do. You have much work to do on the planet and staying in your marriage restricted the amount you could accomplish. It was not a failure. How can you fail when you listen to your soul and provide it with what it needs?”

“We love you so much and honor you in your path. We watch your daily struggle as you strive to complete your contract. We know you are tired. We know you have fought hard not only for yourself but for your ancestors. You carried forth their DNA and cellular memory of old pains and regrets. You have completed healing them. You have heard many times that humans can heal the past. That is how you do it. You bring it forth and heal it within yourself and in doing that you change not only your future but the future of your ancestors.”

“Wait,” exclaimed Whisper. “What do you mean the future of my ancestors?”

Augtoro smiled, “Remember Whisper you do not die. They did not die. You are preparing them for their next future, you are healing their wounds. The next time they come to earth they will arrive baggage free. You have done much of their work for them. The future of humanity is changed by not only you, but any humans who choose to heal themselves. They heal their ancestors as they heal themselves.” “Wow” said Whisper.

She sat further back in her chair pondering what Augtoro had just told her. I healed my ancestors. I didn’t even know that was possible.

“One more thing Whisper, as you healed your ancestors you also helped heal humanity, preparing them for the New Era, the world of Aquarius, the new world of peace and harmony. You did that and for that we are grateful. Everyone in the Universe is watching all of you on earth. We are eager to see what new stories you will write.”

Augtoro waited for Whisper to process her new information. Soon Whisper looked up with understanding and thanked Augtoro. She knew their session was over as she could feel Augtoro’s energy fading. It made her sad. “Goodbye” she whispered. “Goodbye little one” Augtoro quietly said.